Scared.

I'm not really scared of anything. Except spicy foods. I'm scared it's going to burn a whole in my stomach. Anyway I've been really thinking about what to blog about and I've decided to blog about life. I am scared of something else. I have an insane fear that I will be on my death bed looking back through my life and say "wow that could've been better". That would suck. I wasn't to never be bored. Never waste time. I'm going to college in colorado next year and that actually does scare me because I know nobody up there haha. When I was considering my choices for college I looked at Baylor and texas a&m. Both great school but not for me. I could go to A&m be a sorority girl and I'm sure I'd be happy, but that's so safe. When I got into colorado I thought one word "adventure". I don't want to play my life safe!! I am so hungry for fun and adventure. This is a once in a lifetime opportunity and I'm stoked. I decided then that since I want to take risk, try new things, so when I look back on my life I can say "crushed it". The end. 

P.s. I gues I'm scared if reptiles too